I apologize to anyone that I’ve pushed away or if I made you feel unwanted
chances are I care a lot about you and wish we could have been better friends
I am an extremely paranoid and insecure individual and I find closeness both terrifying and impossible in most cases
you know what? it’s not okay.
I’m done putting effort forth where I don’t get the same amount in return.
i don’t have friends anymore
I just dreamt that I was hanging out with Dave, and he handed me some letters which were a conversation between him and his ex, since he thought I should read it.
I’m thinking about starting another blog that’s just for POSITIVE stuff since this blog is just where I dump all my whining and moaning and where I type up the weird dreams I have
and I dunno, it just feels like I should keep the two things separate, like this blog has been tainted or something
I’ll be pretty busy for the next two weeks though, so it might be a while before I put this plan into action
I feel like kind of a jerk because I want to make new friends but then I also don’t because most people who I try to befriend end up annoying me a lot
but I mean, if you’re self-aware and try to be a decent person, there’s a 100% chance I won’t find you annoying - it’s just that most people aren’t/don’t
but I’m also stupid because there are some people I like a lot but I’m terrified of talking to them because I think I’m annoying and I’ll just make them hate me
thegrategatsby said: the good thing about it is that the actual comic is ending later this year so you have nothing to worry about LOL the hs fandom isn’t going anywhere either if u get into it, we have a video game coming out in 2014 so we’re good and snug
that’s good - I always hate getting into something after the party’s already long over :’D
it’d definitely be nice to actually know what people are talking about when there are 453454365346 HS-related things on my dash haha
thegrategatsby said: dont think about the page number, that was the most helpful thing i found! its a very curious comic if you’re ever interested in reading it. start from the beginning and just take a few pages at a time, or a lot of pages, whatever you want to read
ahaha, I’ll try! I figure I’ll probably read a handful of pages, take a break and then never come back to it(like with…most things I try to get into) and never catch up with everyone else orz
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